the death of september

2003-12-08T22:22:00.000-06:00

livejournal from here on out folks!
my new blog!

2003-12-06T07:39:00.000-06:00

im personally getting a little tired of people without spines. i mean. jesus fucking christ. if you are going to try to make contact with me. at least have the guts to leave your name, ESPECIALLY if you are going to attack me or my views or my friends or my friends' views (blank). and if you are going to go repeat personal things about my life, i suggest you just slit your own throat, it will hurt a lot less.

grrrr. i dont like being hostile. on a happier note. skatin'! yeah! i took my crappy skillz to a 3 stair. haha. people who are good at skating are probably like "oh man this guy sucks" but ya know what!? gosh darnit, im happy about it. :-). Emmis was sick from school yesterday so i hope she feels better. i still need to give joe my cell number. i want more time to spend with amy! <3. we hung out yesterday for a while and i missed her a lot. we have been sick on and off and stuff so we havent had a chance to really spend a whole day together in a while. it was so cool.

ooo. a couple days ago i hung out with jason a couple times. he is one cool mamma jamma. we bought a gameboy advance game. Taiketsu (its dragonball z). its fun. but i think all the games are fun just cuz i like the show... because i am a lame dork-ass biotch. huh? whats that? you wanna go? bring it on!? anywho. im looking forward to more encounters with this fine stud.

i also hung out with my buddies joe and josh the other day. we wents skatins. thats actually when we did the three stair. they are really good for just starting to skate. i was trying to get timbo to join us. because i miss skating with that stud. but today we are due to skate. i hope plans work out.

this is what happens when you dont update for a while. take care!

2003-12-02T18:22:00.000-06:00

there are people that should die. i can only think of two right now.

2003-11-27T11:58:00.000-06:00

just posted a comment about abortion on Joannah's lj. i hope people dont hate me too bad. lol. man i want a new skate video. im feeling a lot better now. amy visited me a lot. she makes me feel really special. i was realllly sick. it sucked so bad, but amy made it better. went to the doctor. now i have this strange lump on my neck! intense. i hope it goes away. i cant wait to skate again but its getting cold so i need to do it soon.

want to make a skate video really bad too. so if ur interested in taking part, leave a comment!

going to granny's for thanksgiving. should be a superb day. take care.

2003-11-21T18:36:00.000-06:00

sick today again. gah. jason got a new computer. i cant wait to see it but i have this lousy fever. grrrrrrr! i want to get better, well, time for medicine. later. take care.

2003-11-19T19:47:00.000-06:00

sick today. tra la la. i hate being sick. but its so relaxing. if only the pain wasnt there. cant wait to get my homework i missed!!!... take care.

2003-11-15T09:58:00.000-06:00

well im back. so the school week was cool. i saw amy like every day!!! :-). hehe. it rocked. since my memory is poop i will talk about just last night. so i hung out with amy and we went up to the mall for some pizza and emmis. we had a lot of fun. we went to the candy store and got some gummy bears too. then we came back and watched Haggard. that movie is sooo funny!!! i like it a lot. then we went to amy's and were so tired. so i ended up getting home a whole five minutes sooner than usual. haha.

got my lip busted open in school a day ago or so. hit a wall in gym class. wow. that sucked. also made plans to hang out with josh today. probably for some game-playin and whatnot. we are going for grip tape on his deck in a little bit. i will hopefully get to see amy a bit tonight before i chill with josh.
im off, take care.

2003-11-10T17:35:00.000-06:00

went skating with timbo and timmy a little earlier. im really tired. i have been moving non-stop all weekend. i think im going to take a nice long nap. nice long nap. nice long nap. i like when you are tired how things tend to echo. i cant wait until tonight though. i really want to see amy. - fact: mail needs to be faster - i need new shoes. mine right now have big holes. i think ill pick up a pair tonight when i go see amy. i would order some but mail is too slow. im going to sleep. but before i go. i hung out with amy emmis and joe last night. they are soo cool!!! joe is a good man. well, take care.

2003-11-09T09:16:00.000-06:00

first of all. roselle. super kick ass FREE skate park. i liked it a lot. i went there with timbo and timmy yesterday morning and we ripped it up! - fact: i suck - we also hit up the town square by the library. i didnt know it was such a good spot. now i know where to go :-). i have been playing tony hawk 4 a lot too. that game is amazingly fun. i picked bam. he is a fine piece of skater. wow. alotta skaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaatin

so i also went to 2 parties. well, not really "party" partys. but a birthday party and a get-together. lol. mikey had his bday party and i made an appearance it was fun. the people there were nice. the other party (get together) was at mr. klein's house. alex is the man. i should chill with him more often. we watched home-made halloween movies and a wierd punk thing. it was funny.

i hung out with amy a lot too. FINALLY. since school came into play we haven't been able to hang out as much and it was sad, because i miss being with her a lot. to a sick level. so this week has been much helpful to my head. (did that make sense?) haha. amy and i are also being sucked back into video games. we watched finding nemo too. that is a cute movie. i liked marlin. he is a good daddy fish. we were going to play videogames with her sister heather... and with joe and emmis... but all plans fell through... not for long tho.
take care.

2003-11-05T08:33:00.000-06:00

o snap! my birthday was super kick ass! it was on november 1st. i was super excited cuz i got to see amy. i went to her house and she surprised me with a cake and some presents!! :-). so then we chilled at her place for a bit and decided to eat cake with emma(since she helped make it). so we went to emma's aunts house and ate cake with her cousins. emmis surprised me with cool stuff too!! :-). so then amy and me leave and go back to my house for a short bit and i showed her my cool new digital camcorder i got. its soooooo awesome!! we sat and talked for a bit. amy is hillarious!! haha. so then we went back to her house and we fell asleep on her couch for a bit. i almost got in big trouble. haha. best birthday ever!

the last few days have been cool. i went to my grandma's and me and sis watched The Ring. that movie creeps me out. ;-). and yesterday i hung out with amy. - fact: i count down hours until i get to see her, she makes life lovely - we hung out at my house. we played some mario kart. amy is good at games! sheeze. surprised me. haha.

have you ever met somebody that just cant make you mad? like no matter what they do it always seems to be ok. i think that i get mad sometimes. but i just dont let it show and i end up bottling it up. haha.

i have been quite obsessed with this wrestling game. its sooooo addictive. i played hookey from school today. i think im going to go play it now... take care.

2003-10-30T21:41:00.000-06:00

o man. o man. AWESOME NIGHT. i went to the halloween dance for a little bit with jenny and vince. i saw a whole slew of cool people there! everyone was great! i took some super awesome pics and i wanna post them online! so i will get somewhere to host 'em and link to it. ill make sure to give the link when the pics are up. - fact: i can not breakdance - i danced like a crayzee fool. take care.

2003-10-30T18:36:00.000-06:00

its ok folks! im still alive. to those who wanted me dead, i laugh at you, then kick dust on your shoes! well. now that im done talking like people read this shit, hows about my day(s). i have a short term memory so i already forgot what i did 2 days ago. but yesterday amy came over after school and we hung out for a while. we went to the mall and met up with Mag D. - fact: Mag got her lip pierced!! it looks so kick ass. - so then after the mall we ended up chilling out back at my house. it was cool. today was a good ol' school day. take care.

2003-10-27T19:22:00.000-06:00

o man! viva la bam is a funnnnny show!!! i can't wait till next week. grrrr! tv has me again. it sucks that its so cold out tho. i suppose if it wasnt so shitty, i would be outside more. i need to skate with tim, lauren, and jessica before it gets all icey.

yesterday i went to my grandma's house and stuff. crap! i just remembered that tomorrow i serve detention first period!!! nooooooooooooooooooooo! o well. at least my homework will get done... for once. hehe.

my mom bought waaaaaay too much candy for halloween. haha. take care.

2003-10-26T14:01:00.000-06:00

going to granny's in a little bit. im so lazy... ooo. i made a couple new friends today online. lol. yay! ::dancing happy::

on the other hand... u know what pisses me off a lot? http://www.skatestoppers.com . that website was made by people who know absolutely shit about what they are talking about. hey guys, instead of wasting money building bumps on your property... why not put the money towards making a free outdoor skatepark or something? grrr!!!

well i should be getting ready. -fact: i <3 amy- take care.

2003-10-26T10:29:00.000-06:00

i think i finally fully understand...

2003-10-26T09:08:00.000-06:00

i hung out with amy and emmis last night! it was soooo fun. we need to hang out more. we went to steak and shake and saw danny there. i made a happy face out of pineapple. :-). then we went to dairy queen and saw b raff!! he is awesome. we played guitar when it was slow and talked about stuff. he made me this super cool extreme chocolate blizzard! mmmmm. good for the tummy. it was great! then after we said goodbyes amy had to be home so me and emmis went to krispy kreme and got a few donuts. O MAN. i also got this hawaii sugar!! lol. me and emmis downed a pack each. we couldnt decide what it tasted like. it had a hint of something. so then i dropped emmis off and went home. that is my night. this morning i called amy but she is at heather's competition. good luck heather! take care.

2003-10-25T17:52:00.000-05:00

just got home from some skating with timbo. found some really nice spots to skate at. maybe some tape-age will commence soon enough. i want to get a video editor though. that would totally kick ass. i want a cool camera too. that would help. but first i need the $$$. so work ahoy! we watched this cool skate video at his house before i left. i forgot the name of it... but it was sooooo cool!!!!

my dad is currently destroying my room because my sister "needs" cable in her room. and the only way to get it there is... where? oooo. thats right... THROUGH MINE! :-(. so that is stinky. but it should be done soon... hopefully. gah.
take care.

2003-10-24T19:15:00.000-05:00

this stinks so much. my parents wont let me leave the house cuz they are in chicago. i was supposed to chill with alex and mike. damnit damnit damnit. this sucks so bad. ok. im done now.

so my day was cool. magD gave me a delicious peanutbuttery cookie. :-). it was good. i really want to skate this weekend. i dont know with who tho. hopefully timbo. he is cool. - fact: i need to skate more - last time we skated these little 8th graders watched us and stuff. it was fun. ive also gained 5 pounds. i need to shed them. shed them like a fine cotton coat from the elusive sheep. so that starts tomorrow for real.

the perfect meal: Butter. Butter and babies.
take care.

2003-10-22T19:21:00.000-05:00

work was fun today. the little kids drew me a nice picture with leaves and autumn and stuff. and then they wanted to be funny so they drew me on my skateboard with blood all over. haha. my pain brings them smileys! so anyhow. mag D called while i was at work because she forgot that i work 3-6 everyday. bah. i wanted to go with to record breakers :-(. o well. theres always next week. i wonder what amy is up to. i forgot if she works today or not. -fact: i forgot things... a LOT!!! - i want summer back!

my tum tum hurts :-(. boo. maybe i should eat something containing nutrients. hah. ill probably end up taking a nap too. take care.

2003-10-21T22:17:00.000-05:00

today was average until amy came over. we hung out for a while. i really hate school. it prevents me from hanging out with people for long amounts of time. lisa is dying her hair black. i poked my fun. im also seriously considering getting my eyebrow pierced. maybe i shall. on a lighter note, i have realized that i need to stop eating sugar. everything i have eaten in the past 3 days has contained over 50% sugar. that is sick. much like im feeling now. take care.

2003-10-20T20:31:00.000-05:00

today was soooo uneventful. school. work. home. meineke. home. homwork/aol. ooooo. but i did break my ass skating with timbo yesterday!! that was sooo fun. i ran into joanna and matt at ace hardware. and my buddy frank at mcdonalds. and then timbo and me found this wicked spot on roselle to skate. ooooo man. i also saw ruben! he is still my skating guru. fuck yes. well. back to homework and chat. avril t-shirts are like 20 bucks. what the hell! take care.

2003-10-19T09:23:00.000-05:00

oh my sweet fucking god. my cell phone wouldnt ring because i had the option turned off. and now i feel stupid. i went to my cousin's bday party yesterday. it was pretty fun. we watched a dbz movie and my cousin whooped me in this baseball game 3 times. man i suck at videogames now. however, i still enjoy them. - fact: playstation2, while fun to play and quite possibly has the best games, is made like a piece of shit and breaks easy - damn you, sony.

i baked amy a cake! we ate some of it too. i hope she really liked it and didnt just fake liking it to make me feel better. hehe. we watched "a walk to remember", amy said it was a sad movie... but damn... thats a sad movie. ill be the man to admit it. it was cute thought. i liked it. amy also got pummeled by her little cousins while i was at my cousin's yesterday. coincidence? ;-/. haha. i tried calling her last night but emmis was over... and phone = rude... nuts.

timbo and i are to skate today. lets see how that works out. i hope we do. i want to skate today.

i have this wierd disease with shutting things. its obsessive compulsive. i always think doors are open, so i try and shut them... repeatedly. i can't help it either. like i try to re-shut doors without thinking about it.

ive also realized that im not comfortable around some adults. like just talking to them. just men though. i dont feel "manly" enough. its odd.

man, is anyone still reading this? take care.

2003-10-17T00:08:00.000-05:00

I love you Amy!!! <3 <3 <3 (3 hearts for 3 months) ;-)

2003-10-15T18:24:00.000-05:00

well i have been workin'. ooooo!!!! amy came over and we chilled at my crib! it was very excellent. even though amy is a jerk. ;-). whats the deal with girls not saying stuff about relationships. i mean, i bet guys do it too. but this one girl (girl x) and this one guy (guy x) had this little thing. well girl x likes guy x but girl x doesnt want to tell him because she thinks he doesnt like her back. but she is afraid that if she tells him it will ruin their friendship which is already on the fritz. man o man. i wish i could help. :-(. BOO YAH. PASTA STIR FRY! speaking of food, before i go, i got this banana shake from steak and shake. i HIGHLY recommend it! take care.

2003-10-13T18:39:00.000-05:00

i made a new pic for my blog!! i like it!